I constantly wonder what it is I'm going to do everyday...one thing is always for sure. I am going to chase Brayden around the house laughing and loving every minute of it. The second thing that is for sure...I will miss my husband like there is a hole in my heart everyday. The third is that I will look up in the sky and wonder if at that very minute Adam is looking up and thinking about me.

Have you ever seen a kid throw his sock around and then chase after it...I have and it made me laugh so hard I cried. Love that little guy!

the joys

Lets talk about how much an hour means to me. It means sanity, it means relaxation, it means that I can take a break and breath. So on to how I feel like I’m not going to get that hour today. First…Brayden will not take a nap longer than 15 minutes and that has only happened ONCE so far since 7:30 this morning. Second…I was super happy to have the husband home at one thinking I could escape for an hour in the bath…as it happens they are short on guys so he was picked as the guy to do Staff Duty tonight. So here I am trying to get Brayden to nap for an hour…oh what that hour would mean to me. So if anyone sees a crazy woman driving around aimlessly with a baby in the back seat finally sleeping…it might just be me if he doesn’t take a nap soon!!!! I believe this is when i slap myself on the hand for saying that teething has been easy so far…because that’s the biggest reason why he isn’t sleeping!!!